Searching For Peace

I most of the day live alone. There is no one the home to talk with me. There is noise around me only the cooler or fan, the drilling machine (work on the side of my society), pigeons. 

But what is the most disturbing part of my life, is my mind; which keeps on talking the whole day. It never stops. The time I wake up till the time I sleep, it keeps on chatting with me. 

The time I spend with my mind talking useless things, is just waste of my precious time. I want peace, I want to get rid of it, I want to use my time productively. 

What I observed is, it only stops for the time when I am learning something or doing  out some productive work in which I have to use my brain and which interests me.

Since then I decided that I should spend most of my day in reading or doing the work which keeps me intact; intact in the present moment. Because when my mind talks with me, I move to either the past or the future moments. Thinking about what has happened in the past or what is going to be happened in the future. 

This is where I got peace. Living my life in my own way, cancelling out the voices of others, the voice of the mind and just listening to my inner voice. Trying out new things, Experimenting with my life, finding out my purpose, my love , my passion for something that I can spend my whole life living Peacefully.